I still love you! These are the words that echo in my head as I stood under the spray of my shower. As I fight with the still small voice in my head this statement hits me really hard. There are still times where I feel like I am unlovable because of the things I have done.
One of my lovely housemates showed me a video today... I'd seen it before but man it really heavy. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RwX_EpNR4CA (here it is!) It's called Jesus and Barabbas. Watch the video... it's good! Basically the guy who made the video or rather the sermon compares us to Barabbas... for those who may not know... Barabbas is a criminal... a sinner... And since we are compared to Barabbas,we too are sinners. We are the reason Jesus died. He chose to love us.... What God reminded me was that no matter what I've done... he still loves me! Love is not something that I am completely used to... I'm not saying that I'm not loved... I just don't always feel it. I know people love me, but I don't feel like they always show it (and I don't either)
Well God must have wanted to make sure I knew how much I was loved because one of my friends offered to let me tag along with her to the store and, on the way as well as in the store, we just talked about life (One way that I feel love) And then for grins, we look through the Cd's and we both found older Cd's... I'm realizing that the little things really do matter!
So I guess what I'm saying is... no matter what you have done... God loves you!
Remember He has made you Beautiful
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